My Inability to Write on the Good Girl Mentality

Writing about good girl mentality means writing honestly about the destruction of self, drowning under that loss of self, and then breaking free, kicking upward to the surface only to have to destroy more before rebuilding. It means writing with no walls or masks and no pretenses.

My Experience With Stalking

It started with a simple friend request on Facebook, and it ended with him saying we were married in God’s eyes and him sending me death threats for being unfaithful to him.

While the stalking happened for a year or so, I didn’t realize I’d been being stalked for a long time or realize why for even longer.

Voice

You are nothing. You are too much. Nobody wants to hear from you. Nothing you say matters. Nobody. Wants. To. Hear. From. You. It’s the harmony of different voices and different people over the years crystalizing into one overwhelming crescendo.

Stop! My internal scream leaves everything silent. My own thoughts deaden. The crescendo abruptly halts. I matter. My voice matters.